good is good.....

wierd situation - need a song to define it.....here's the best i can think of at this time of night/morning (probably because it's what is in my head right now for some reason).....a little sheryl crow.

Good is good and bad is bad
You don’t know which one you had
She put your books out on the sidewalk
Now they’re blowing ‘round
They won’t help you when you’re down

question right now - where am i at. good or bad? and yep, they won't help you when you're down.

Love’s on your list of things to do
To bring your good luck back to you
And if you think that everything’s unfair
Would you care if you’re the last one standing there

it would be on my list of things to do - if i knew if would bring the good luck back. would i care? if i was the last one standing there? (i hope i'd care)

And everytime you hear the rolling thunder
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by

i'd like to hope not - but i do stop and wonder

I don’t hold no mystery
But I can show you how to turn the key
Cause all I know is where I started
So downhearted
And that’s not where you want to be

so not where you want to be

And everytime you hear the rolling thunder
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And you could find a rock to crawl right under
If all your good times pass you by

When the day is done
And the world is sleeping
And the moon is on its way to shine

When your friends are gone
You thought were so worth keeping
You feel you don’t belong
And you don’t know why

friends are here....makes it a little better.....to a point i do belong, and i still don't know why.

And everytime you hear the rolling thunder
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by

When the day is done
And the world is sleeping
And the moon is on its way to shine

When your friends are gone
You thought were so worth keeping
You feel you don’t belong
Neither do I


are these lyrics gonna help me get sleep tonight - um, no. does anyone really care - um, no. (since no one but me reads this anyway)

I wonder, does this blog help me by allowing me a release for my thoughts - or does it hurt me by stirring the pot so to speak? i'm guessing there is a bit of both with a stronger emphasis on the latter. is that good? is that healthy? hard to say. do i learn from it - hell yea.

it's been a strange few weeks.....and tonight fit perfectly in the script that i've been acting out.

wouldn't it be nice someday to be able to just page it forward and take a peek at how it all ends?