Anna Nicole's End - not always the good die young?

Today brought the end to the interesting life of Anna Nicole Smith. A seemingly fitting way for an ex-Heff girl (and ex heffer) to go - no unsightly aging or exposure. Didn't outlive her ex-husband by nearly as long as all thought.

At only 13 years younger than Anna, this is yet another opportunity to reflect upon my life as it currently sits. It is just amazing how much that some people cram into their young life and how little (seemingly) others do. Is it moreso by choice or by gift? Do I care just because I recognize it? Are there others that do better with a non-caring attitude?

Amazing the swings a life can take in only 40 days. The new year rang and brought artifically inflated hopes. The following week brought the crash back to reality. The latest weeks leveled to the usual collected calm. Do I dare crack the can of worms once again? Is it worth it? Am I missing out? I think I am, but then I think, is is more like the Wedding Crashers quote - people go to weddings because they want to believe in true love. Is there a point where that has passed a person by?

Viewing the glass as half full - what swings will happen in the next 40 days? That, my friends, brings hope and good sleep.